always be my baby…

we were as one babe
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you would always be mine
now you want to be free
so I’m letting you fly
cause i know in my heart babe
our love will never die,no!

you’ll always be a part of me
i’m a part of you indefinitely
boy don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on
time can’t erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby

i ain’t gonna cry no
and i won’t beg you to stay
if you’re determined to leave boy
i will not stand in your way
but inevitably you’ll be back again
cause ya know in your heart babe
our love will never end no
you’ll always be a part of me
i’m part of you indefinitely
boy don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darling cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on
time can’t erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby

i know that you’ll be back boy
when your days and your nights get a little bit colder ooohhh
i know that,you’ll be right back, baby
oh, baby believe me it’s only a matter of time
of time

you’ll always be a part of me i’m part of you indefinitely
boy don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on (and we will linger on)
time cant erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby

you’ll always be a part of me
i’m part of you indefinitely
boy don’t you know you can’t escape me
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby
and we’ll linger on (you and I will always be)
time cant erase a feeling this strong
no way you’re never gonna shake me (you & I)
ooh darlin cause you’ll always be my baby (you & I)

you and i will always be
no way your never gonna shake me
no way your never gonna shake me
you and i will always be

….. you

i did it.. unconsciously..

One night when my friend and I are talking, he gave a comment about my past blog particularly on this line One can hold, get hurt, and still hold and hope and his comment was “That’s why humans are so fragile. They tend to look for things that they know will only lead to their own sufferings”

Right then it made me think that I belong to that group of people, unconsciously looking for things that would eventually hurt me.

I’ve been taking along safe road on my life in the past three years and frankly after that I felt empty for it was plain safe. Then I realized that it is not how safe my steps were or how much thinking I’ve been doing in those three years but it is the things that I acceded to pass by. Those were the things that gave me regrets and more thinking, the things that might have been good and strong to this point. But then again they were the things that are now gone. Vanished.

Those made me do something that fell on the said words of my friend. I tend to look for something that would make the difference, however; insentience I was looking for something that will bring burden unto me. In fact, I found something recently that did hurt me (it was the root of my 2 previous blogs). I did know that it would hurt me but still I chose the perilous, intricate and vague road.

People might think that how imprudent am I to do such but little did they know that that thing made a big impact onto me. Yes, I was hurt but I did enjoy the experience beforehand. No. I love the experience. Cherish and keep it with me. Why? Cause I don’t have “what ifs” in my mind. I did what I wanted. Although that doesn’t mean that what I wanted is the right one but I least I had experienced it and learned from it. And most importantly I was the one who chose. It was MY decision. No one should be blamed for it. 

However, I cannot speak for everyone and I do so believe that one has its own perspective to the words of my friend. I know some still can’t comprehend with me. Maybe they haven’t experienced it yet… maybe they have their own standpoint… or maybe they are just in refutation that what they had had is something that they have regret and/or something that gave them the “what ifs”.