to my dearest friend…

i sat outside in this 4th of december

i look at the moon as i sober

i can see an icon of beauty

but yet sadness is all i can feel within me

i reminisce as the wind blew the chimes

we stared at the moon at the same time

it was just last month i perfectly remember

i felt your presence although we’re not physically together

where are you now? i suddenly ask myself

you’re gone and went somewhere

to a place i don’t know ‘coz you didn’t even tell

oh yes why bother i am just Jenzel

stupid me to appreciate all those things

to what happened, what you said & what you did

i realize to you it has no meaning

i should have not expected, ‘coz you left me hanging

i thought i am special

but then i am just an alibi

you know i see you as a true friend

one of the best that i have ever met

all i want to say is i’m in pain as everyone can see

but still i miss your nice personality

damn! you’re the only person who hurt me like this way

i just hope all this feeling will soon fade away