big night?? (SNA xmas party)

it was a big night indeed.. (based on the prizes given) aww… too bad i didn’t get any.. tsktsk..

we went to the place by 10pm..  ehem.. i still i have fever lastnyt.. but still i tried to enjoy the crowd and the event of course.. (the party was so-so…)

what made my night??? POLAR BEAR!!! what the hell am i talking about?! a polar bear at metro bar?! yes indeed,, though technically not under the genus ursus… "polar bear" is a human being that looks like a real polar bear.. (i was not the who gave the alias, it was my friend)… hehehe..

hhmmm… yah,, i am guilty of going to the party just to see few important people and not for the event itself.. man, i didn’t even get the chance to eat.. so as a result i am still sick.. tsktsk..

anyway,, thanx for the SNA family to organize such event.. nursing students deserve a break… 

to my dearest friend…

i sat outside in this 4th of december

i look at the moon as i sober

i can see an icon of beauty

but yet sadness is all i can feel within me

i reminisce as the wind blew the chimes

we stared at the moon at the same time

it was just last month i perfectly remember

i felt your presence although we’re not physically together

where are you now? i suddenly ask myself

you’re gone and went somewhere

to a place i don’t know ‘coz you didn’t even tell

oh yes why bother i am just Jenzel

stupid me to appreciate all those things

to what happened, what you said & what you did

i realize to you it has no meaning

i should have not expected, ‘coz you left me hanging

i thought i am special

but then i am just an alibi

you know i see you as a true friend

one of the best that i have ever met

all i want to say is i’m in pain as everyone can see

but still i miss your nice personality

damn! you’re the only person who hurt me like this way

i just hope all this feeling will soon fade away

I am lost… weak… sad…

Damn I miss you!! Is that what you want to hear?

I am lost… weak… sad…

Where are you?

Who’s with you?

How are you doing?

What are you doing?

When we will talk again?

Do you still remember me?

Are you having problems?

…Why does it have to be like this?

I HATE our situation.

Absurd.

Stupid.

Shallow.

You can say all that to me. I don’t care.

You’re one of the best people I have met.

You have been a bestfriend to me even just for a while… 

And now you’re gone.

Damn!!! I miss you… you’re so near yet so far…