song for him… for you only, HE…

Once In a Lifetime…
Freestyle

Been thinkin bout you baby
And i don’t know what to do
All i think about is you
Seems everything around me
Things i’ve never understood
They all make sense when i’m with you.

~refrain~
Oh, i’ve heard it all before
Finding so called love then you leave it behind
(oohh..) But now i feel so sure
I’ll listen to my heart this time
(so i’ll lay it on the line/ put my heart before my mind)

~chorus~
(oh) I know that what i’ve found is once in a lifetime
(and) i know there’s no way out
Coz its once in a lifetime

I’ve always been so lonely
No one there for me to hold
And every night was just so cold
Oh don’t get me wrong i’ve been around
But i’ve resigned myself to thinking
Mine is just another story often told

(repeat refrain then chorus)

~coda~
It’s not like i’m runnin’ outta time
I’m takin’ everything in stride
It’s just i never thought i’d find
What make me change my mind

(repeat chorus)

damn.. i hate to admit it but its true…

a piece of me…

Earlier this evening i’ve heard Mr. Belmonte (don’t know who he is…) reciting the cadet’s honor code…

then it struck into the deepest part of my individuality… it felt that a piece of me that has been wandering in the wilderness has been found… I had forgotten it since I graduated from high school… since I left a significant responsibility given to me for a short-lasting time…

seems I buried a vital thing in my life…

I feel so worthless… it only means that I had lived my past days,, months,, even a year being such a brainless, stupid, mendacious, a complete RUBBISH being…

LIE,,,

CHEAT,,,,

and the like…

I had committed all these dim-witted things…

How can I forget it??… I had memorized it by-heart back then…

I was deceived by the fleeting,, ephemeral things around me…

I totally regret it…

sorry my valued mentor,, I had failed you…

sorry my dear society,, you had a citizen like me…

sorry to myself,, where is my virtue?

Now,, i’ll try to patch things up for those I had done…

and once again try to embrace the honor code enthusiastically…

“A Cadet must not lie, cheat or tolerate any such occurrences.”