sad greeting?!……….

I don’t know I really feel sad right now… it’s not supposed to be this way,,, I just met my high school friends last Saturday night and it feels great.. I felt a warmth when I was with them.. but now,, grrr… I can’t understand.. It’s the start of our sem-break and obviously, I don’t have classes for almost three weeks.. as a student I must be happy, right?? However.. I opened my account and read some of the testimonials of my friends… and there it is.. the saddest thing I’ve seen… we have a group account here at friendster.. anyone in our group can open it so anyone can give testimonials to anybody.. so… they give a birthday testimonial to one of the group members.. and I luckily didn’t getany of it… it’s really a small matter I said to myself however, I remember the day of my birthday.. And what they did to me…

I thought my birthday was not forgotten by my friends but… they did.. I thought they just don’t have cp loads to greet me.. I don’t think so.. I thought they are just busy with school activities so they didn’t able to attend my birthday bash… maybe not I celebrated it on Sunday afternoon.. I thought I was not forgotten… I was damn wrong!!!!!

I truly treasured them.. fight for them.. they almost gave up on me…but still I hold onto them… and this is the consequences of what I did… aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh… LLL